10 years ago, my wife passed away. Today, I finally found the courage to read the letter she left me. It contained a devastating secret that made me question everything I thought I knew about our relationship.

I immediately got a DNA test, my hands shaking as I sent it off. The results confirmed my daughter IS mine, however, the letter revealed that my wife had an affair and she was not sure if our daughter was mine or the other man’s. My wife, Emily, and I had been married for 15 years before she passed away. We had a beautiful daughter, Lily, who was 5 at the time of Emily’s death. Emily was the love of my life, and her passing left a void that I thought could never be filled. In her letter, Emily wrote about a brief affair she had during a rough patch in our marriage. She explained that she was lonely and felt neglected because I was working long hours to provide for our family. She met a man named Mark at a work conference, and they had a short-lived affair. Emily ended the affair quickly, realizing that she loved me and wanted to make our marriage work. However, she discovered she was pregnant shortly after and was unsure if the baby was
mine or Mark’s. Reading this letter shattered me.

I felt a mix of anger, betrayal, and sadness. I couldn’t believe that the woman I loved and trusted had kept such a significant secret from me. I decided to get a DNA test to confirm Lily’s paternity. The wait for the results was agonizing, but when they finally arrived, I was relieved to find out that Lily is indeed my
daughter. However, the revelation of Emily’s affair has left me questioning everything about our relationship. I feel guilty for doubting her, but I also feel justified in wanting to know the truth. I haven’t told Lily about the affair or thepaternity test, and I don’t know if I ever will. She’s a happy, well-adjusted teenager now, and I don’t want to burden her with this
information. I confided in my best friend, Tom, about the situation. He was supportive but also
suggested that I might be overreacting. “Look, man,” he said, “Emily made a mistake, but she chose you. She stayed with you and raised Lily with you. Don’t let this one mistake overshadow all the good times you had together.”

But I can’t shake the feeling of betrayal. I keep replaying moments from our marriage in my head, wondering if there were other secrets she kept from me. I feel like I’m losing my mind. So, NISE, Am I the bad guy for questioning my late wife’s fidelity and getting a paternity test? Should I let this go and focus on the good memories, or am I justified in feeling
this way?